2025 is coming to an end, a year that has been more than an effort at times. But with the new year coming in, plans have been made, money has been spend…the adventures has just started.
January 2025
This was taken on the 27th Jan, Benjamin’s birthday, we went to London. A new tradition we have apparently given ourselves, this night was amazing
At the beginning of 2025 me and Benjamin decided that it was time to really focus on moving home, we found the most amazing home and decided that was going to be our home, one for both of us to make our own.
February 2025
This saw my medications for my skin increase, meaning I felt like I was rattling every day. Little did I know this was the beginning…
In Feb we officially moved and that was a stressful time, but so worth it. My dad helped with the move, driving the van – and then crashing said van into the hire place wall, costing us £250 – but that’s okay..we appreciated the help and support. The house is massive, we felt like we needed more things to make the house a home, and those things came eventually…
March 2025
Live music makes my heart very happy, and even though I didn’t know this band, it was one of Benjamin’s favourites, which meant this made me even happier.
The drive to Brighton was interesting..we got lost and it was intense. Benjamin was getting very frustrated and then when we did find the car park, it felt like we had driven past a million times. It was super close to the venue, but we said we wouldn’t be parking there again! But the gig was amazing…
April 2025
This brought me feeling more confident in my body, we were going to the gym and loving it and it really showed. Then it stopped…life got in the way..
I love the gym, I love feeling strong and enjoying the skin I am in, once we moved, life got a little more hectic, the drive to work was longer, Tyler needed to be at school in Andover still, as there was no places for him in the new school. It meant I was more tired, more stressed and more frustrated. The gym was the last place I wanted to be, and then the slippery slope to the fatty moments…it’s so much easier to get fat than loose the weight….
May 2025
This was the month that me and Ben had a threesome. A sexual encounter we repeated, it opened up a whole new view on our relationship. But this whole situation is a fun tale, I’ll explain later…
May also brought some sadness, Benjamin forgot our anniversary, he was busy with someone and something else. It hurt my heart, that I was second best to others. Oh course he made it up to me. But it was still a bit shit….
June 2025
Benjamin took me for dinner, we dressed up. Had steak and enjoyed the sunshine and golden hour. A really beautiful moment.
June also took us along to another gig, NIN. Another little choice from Benjamin, he was SOO excited, we went for dinner at TGIF and that ended up with Benjamin getting VERY mad about the drinks, the barman and the waiter had not communicated well, resulting in Benjamin leaving a very angry review! But the food was lush, and the band was amazing.
July 2025
Bloc party on the beach, this was a dream come true. The sea, live music and my Benjamin. This was incredible.
There was also a trip to Hayling Island. A beach and an arcade, all the yes please. The sea makes me happy, settles my heart and relaxes my brain. Not the sand though, fucking hate sand…generally July was a quiet month, working, working out how we wanted our home to look and to make sure we were balancing life and responsibilities.
August 2025
The summer months, the times where things get exciting. This man had the most amazing moustache, I commented in my drunken state how amazing it was. Until my friends said that’s the bassist for Zebrahead, SHUT THE FRONT DOOR.
August is where me and Benjamin got out magpie tattoos. Once each, as together we are two for joy, aren’t we sickly cute. I went to Thorpe park with Tyler and BSure night out, in which Benjamin got a little tipsy…he is very much a funny drunken bum. August has some fun moments, it’s where everyone is a smidge less stressed.
September 2025
Beach days, very cold beach days, but it was worth it. Tyler went into the sea and got very sandy…he wasn’t thrilled, but we had a plan,
Me and Benjamin went to south sea on a windy sunny day, played golf, won some bingo and Benjamin got frustrated at not being able to the toy from the grabby machine, which always amuses me. We took this month slowly, weened back into the colder days.
October 2025
This month I joined in some amazing women with a coven sexy photo, I felt incredible, so freeing and just made me feel like a goddess. Benjamin of course loved it.
October was also the day that I went to London to meet a new friend, someone I had met through a website for kink and fetish, one of the coven girls. She was lush, I loved getting out there and meeting new people, got to know her more on a personal level and really be myself. It was the start of the sisterhood really taking shape.
November 2025
This was my month, my birthday month. Benjamin took me to Portugal and it was amazing. We spend time listening to gay seagulls, being on the sea and having the strangest combinations of meals that every could have been, this holiday was incredible.
November also brought Butlin’s 00’s weekend, and I love a Butlin’s weekend! Went with 2 of the most out there girls, we dressed up, we slept in the same beds, we laughed, we sang out loud and then drank some more and more. Thank goodness I don’t get hangovers. Minecraft experience was fun, hit a deer and wrote the car off, waiting for a new one, still waiting……
Nothing can begin to describe how much I love this month, so let’s try.
We went to light trails, I was an elf for Santa cruises, I went to parties, I had Christmas clothes on everyday. Met peppa pig, I made memories with Tyler, smiled hard, spend the first Christmas Day with just me and Tyler, this month was incredible.
Now, these are the highlights of the year. But there have been some low moments, some hard moment and some moments that I didn’t think we would get out of, but here we are, New Year’s Eve. Waiting for 2026 to arrive. And this is the year that I am making memories every month, taking photos, potentially burning that candle at both ends, but that’s okay. Cause it will worth it to feel the beat of the live music, the art and the airport…
Signing off for now….
*leaves chat…✌🏼
A Hudgell's Ramblings 
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