Do you ever feel like all you do is apologise, be self critical and destroy your own self worth…it’s can’t just be me right..?
I started this blog, these words to try and make sense of my brain and put my feelings out there. And I tried to maintain some efforts, but frankly, I didn’t make any effort. So shall we start again?
My name is Jade, I am a 37 year old woman, who in the last three years has changed her whole life and threw everything into the universe. And…it’s been an effort….but one that needed to be made,
But let’s not dwell on the past for now.
I started this outlet to share my life to showcase what I am achieving and what I have been up to. So let’s get back to speed on this. The last post I made was in Feb..eek, we’re in May now…a lot has happened…
Feb 2026
I met some girls on the internet, and who knew I needed them as much as I do. They are not judgemental, they support and they build up. We are all the same delicate flowers, some with more damaged petals, but very much in the same garden. They are my best bitches…..
March 2026
This happened….
Me and the girls, the girls who have been in my life for over 20 years…
We have been doing some escaping and doing a girls weekend away for the last 4 or so years. This was out first time going abroad…mainly due to the fact I’ve only got a passport in the last 3 years. We decided this on a drunken moment, and then booked to go to Amsterdam. Honestly the best weekend, and these girls really are the people I couldn’t live without, they have been there for me throughout all the shittiest times and the most amazing times..
Tyler turned 14. This boy, who make me so proud to be his mum, turned 14! How can he be this big already.
Manic Street Preachers with the boy..
April 2026
April some beautiful things, but mainly it was my mother’s birthday, the woman who makes me laugh, proud and is my best friend. Took her to a witchy cafe she wanted to go to. We had the most amazing day. I love her, more than I could ever show her.
Went to see Matilda with my little sister, we were in the rafters, but it was very good. Worth the thousand steps…
And then we’re into May. But we aren’t finished with that yet, not quite. We have things planned most weekends, and that’s exciting.
Anyway, better toddle off for now, as I have plans with the small person.
*leaves the chat ✌🏼
A Hudgell's Ramblings 
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